Luscious' Poems

Searching For An Answer

She sits in her apartment
Quietly, she contemplates
Reviewing the whole day
On her own, she likes it this way  
She enjoys her music
This is her fix
Shadows planted on the wall
This moment, she loves it all  
She wears a t-shirt and jeans
Pondering all today, where she's been
Her legs are tucked under her
Keeping them warm, that's for sure 
The livingroom is bright
She's got on all the lights
She looks around the room
Noticing her Christmas tree, fully groomed 
She seems sort of restless
Unsure of all this
These emotions seem strange
It's different this time, something's changed 
She can't seem to figure it out
What is it all about?
She would like to know the answer
Questions pop up inside her 
This is a different mood
One, she's never had, will she be heard?
Can you understand?
Comfort is her demand 
She really doesn't feel anything
Confusion, in her mind, brings
What is she supposed to feel?
To her, this is a big ordeal 
What is she supposed to do?
She feels like a complete fool
Something's different, is this right?
To understand, is her fight tonight 
Has she gone mad?
Or is this a temporary fad
She doesn't know
She can't wait till tomorrow  
Written by: Luscious
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Thoughts Anyone? :)